How Did I Get Here?

I have not at reached Bryon’s one year deathaversary but it was interesting to read Lisa’s thoughts as she reached her one year anniversary of widowhood. In my 10.5 months of widowhood, I have seen so much of what she writes about. Interesting and worth a read.

The Wandering Widow

A Wondering Widow Post

It’s surreal. How did I get here? How can it possibly have been a whole year? How can it have been 365 days since that horrible morning when I watched Dan die? How have I survived 8760 hours of being broken wide open? Shattered? How can 525,600 minuteshave passed without him in a single one? It doesn’t seem real. It doesn’t seem right.

And yet here we are, at his one-year deathiversary. I know some people hate that word. No judgment here if you are one of those who prefers angelversary. While I do like to look for the positive in every situation, I also refuse to sugar coat a turd. To-may-to, to-mah-to, we all cope in our own way. But I digress.

The last year has been a journey that often left me feeling like a refugee from my own life. I have at times…

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